What destroyed me was everyone else around me telling me there was a problem when I didn’t see one. ![]() I was always the pudgy kid, but honestly, it didn’t bother me. Let me tell you a bit more of my story, I was overweight my entire life. That is to say: no, I have not conquered my problems. But I certainly, ate like I was, and honestly, even now I sometimes find myself slipping back into old habits. I’ve never talked to anyone about it, except in looking back at some of the worst periods and briefly reflecting. I hate to admit to this, but I had an eating disorder for a long time. I’ll be honest, I’ve never figured out what drives it, or how to fix it. Personally, I have struggled with food my entire life. Mostly because my Instagram, and Facebook seem to be filled with people unhappy with their bodies, and I look at them and think I should be too. ![]() Something I have been thinking about a lot lately is weight. But for some reason, I am compelled to do so. Its hard to dig deep and think about tough things, and then share them. This blog post is probably one of the most personal I will ever write, and let me tell you, it isn’t easy to be so honest.
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